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nice indigo shirt
06:49
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I think I don’t know what love is
So it calls itself “kaylee”
The first thing you said to me was that I fit in this doorway perfectly
You wanted me to deserve great things
Then let me guard your beer
I knew I wouldn’t remember if you came back for it
I know I wanted this to be a testing of the senses
So I would put exposure over an answer I made up anyway
But you really forgot about me
And in this dry dirt, I saw someone without me
I was downcast when you called out my name
So I tucked my jaw in
“Hey stray stranger!”
You stuck your finger through your throat and said we’re all independent
But both our mouths were open
and you said everything at once
Whether time is ignorant or rejection is powerful you waited till I had to leave
you said you purposely didn’t listen to scattered, but kept it in reasoning’s reach
you said you were going back to digging new ground, but with the worms looking up
you said you were in the trunk of a lie, but hated apologizing for how good the view was
you said “nice indigo shirt”, but I was just black with white text
It’s too graphic!
But you never cared for design
Recognition over reprieve
That’s when I realized I had to leave
There is a string that’s made to fall apart in water
It’s meant to couple instead of fixing a connection
I don’t care if its death hurts, I need this rain to scream
That i don’t just love you, i like you
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haha hey!
08:39
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And I can’t tell if it hurts
Kaylee, I am just like you!
Now that everything’s done I can sell you what my truth was
I won’t say I don’t know you anymore
Love is not a way to follow, but a barebones story
I need the disbelief to be fluid, a river cannot be stopped
There is no suspension, so the path burns itself
I can see you talking
For I do all the walking now
When this is gone, neither of us will lose it
It’s just in a place neither of us can take a picture from
BUT MY IMAGE OF YOU CAN HELP ME TRACE
The first thing I said to you was if you listened to scattered
I am not a cannibal, this ear is just so easy to grip
Then you explained how I would only last two months in the six you just left
You knew You were kissed by the shore line!
You knew you were kissed by the shore’s lie!
I tried to make you into an album
With each song being a memory only we were a part of
I only scraped out three melted songs
They stretched because they stuck to each other's continuous plasma
You broke the lighting!
Your spirit was frozen lightning
That bounced between the drops of rain
Stealing their heat while remaining connected
It was not a trail, it was your idea of self awareness
That by being "their" you could change it
I saw you come in exactly ten minutes late
The hinges were pressed until the frame broke out of its guest
I asked if you knew that we both had just left!
And you finally said “this ending feels right!”
We’re just two unkillable people trying to find new ways to hurt!!!
You scorched through my eyes to find out what my blood is worth
That’s the only thing I wouldn’t give to find what material you learnt
We are just separate based on how we ended up burnt
You said everyone is tucked in around here
I pressed my shirt to make it my skin, not hide my similarities
You were wrong!
I’d rather scald your throat than sketch your heart
Do I really need to state that?
Well you are a state so I have to express sex
So you can draw that I never want to sketch at all
One person can never see more than one half of the sun
We can close our eyes, when we’re jut open, but the cracks aren’t the whole of each other
Please don’t start apart
You just want to fill in a heart
You won’t know what the shape imparts
Or what you mean to the laaaaaaaark
I’m convinced (my) memories are aaaaaaaaaaaart
And when You speak in flowers
I just vomit them back up
But I prefer this slow death
To exploding my heart
They’re clogged either way
Haha hey!
The bastard stays
I don’t think.
I know what love is.
But I have to feel it for you
Or else ash turns to dust just to Start again!
This is how the ending is known!
I’m still those three...
Because I never wanted you to stay
I only wanted to find where you ran towards
What you called home
And who said “that isn’t my name”
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black irises'
06:50
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This rain is turning to snow
And there are no birds to keep my center
I’m not saying goodbye to the bottle I always refilled
I am just peeling off the stickers I never put on
A rich meaning has no depth
And there is no hope in faith
You were a guarantee for this pen to click
This is where I didn’t want to find something
Everything is so bright compared to where I live
I returned with a sprint that made me afraid of this life
My spirit chose the color white to keep this momentum in friction
There was lightning that started this, but only the embers built this door
You told me how many versions of you I’ve said goodbye to
I just want to see them later, not collide them
I know there’s a you out there
But I can’t fuck my way out of this garden
There’s too much compression in between these times
Too much absorption leads to a darker, clearer fashion
I learned this by seeing all the letters that made up one number
You gave that me more time, and they just got wetter
All of these lives are built on the trail they don’t mean to leave
But for some reason, you and I were supposed to be something new!
We found each other starting the lives we would never stop
But we were captured for what others could teach from our burst rate!
One shot, two shot
And the third represents the other’s blood
The first one’s free in purpose
I remember the second existed to hit
Both the storybooks out of our catching hands
This is the exact moment our tails weren’t in our control
The production of dust made the comet expect a future
But it turned every ice crystal into fluid ink
And the paper was dry at the core of all this space
I am setting myself on fiiiiiiiirrrrrreeee!
Everything is destroying itself for eachother’s fusion! (reason!)
You finally put yourself out...
The other half of the sun is black...
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